Do not stand at my grave and weep. I am not there, I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am a diamond glint of snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn rain. When you awake in the morning hush, I am the swift uplifting rush of quiet birds in circling flight. I am the soft star shine at night. Do not stand by my grave and cry I am not there... I did not die. This memorial website was created to remember our dearest Anthony "Pee wee" Ceus who was born in Elizabeth NJ on April 18, 1979 and passed away on October 5, 2006 at the age of 27. You will live forever in our memories and hearts.
It is impossible to express in words what Peewee meant to us. He was and will always be our loving Father, Son, Brother, Nephew, Cousin, Soul mate and above all else, our friend. He leaves behind a piece of himself in all of us that love him. We will carry him with us always.
Peewee was a special person with an enormous heart and kind spirit. He met many obstacles in his life, but he was strong and managed to always pull himself up.
We are all so proud of what he was able to accomplish and the positive attitude he always seemed to have no matter what. He even began helping others to achieve what he had managed to achieve in his life.
Pee wee went to live in Florida for little while but he said that he had to come back to New Jersey to pursue his rapping career.
He had just begun his journey of giving back what he had been given in his second chance at life. In the process, he also gave those of us that love him a precious gift which was the gift of his love.
We never had to question Pee wees love for us. He told us in every conversation we had and there were many. Pee wee loved to talk! I’m sure for most of us, the last words we heard from him and the last words we said to him were “I love you”. We can take great comfort in the fact that those words were never left unsaid.
We are not yet sure how to get through this life without Peewee in it. Without chatting with him on the phone and hearing his voice and seeing his perpetual smile. But we know that even though we can no longer see him or hear him that he is always with us.
We take great comfort from him two precious children Rayvonne and Unique. I know that they are part of Pee wee. You only have to look at their faces and know their personalities to see Pee wee in them. And he loved them with everything he had in him. He talked about them all the time and was so proud of them. We know he would want all of us to reach out to them and let them continue to feel his love through us. They are the gifts that Pee wee has left us.
He was also a rap artist known as "Gutta Rev" and had performed at many venues along the east coast. Rapping was Peewee's heart and soul and he completed many albums.
Peewee came to live in Florida for lil while but he said that he had to come back to New Jersey to pursue his rapping career. PEEWEE LOVE TO RAP!!!
Pee wee was on his way back down to Florida when God decided to take him home.
Pee Wee was a charming, loving person. His most precious gift was his children and family. His spirit well kindle in the hearts of everyone he encountered and continue to grow in the family that loved him.
Peewee will be missed. God only let us borrow him, now God wants him back.
I know if Pee had the chance to come back he would most likely say "Naw I am alright"
Pee we will always love you, Although life will be hard without you we know that God does not make any mistakes..
" If tears could build a stairway, and memories a lane, I'd walk right up to Heaven and bring you home again."
Letting Go
The angels gathered near your bed
so very close to you
For they knew the pain and suffering
that you were going through.
I thought about so many things
as I held tightly to your hands
Oh how I wished that you were strong
and happy once again.
But your eyes were looking homeward
to that place beyond te sky
Where Jesus held His outstreched arms
It was time to say "goodbye"
I struggled with my selfish thought s
For i wanted you to stay
So we could walk and talk again
Like we did~Just yesterday
But Jesus knew the answer
And i knew He loved you so
So I gave to you life's greatest gift
The gift of letting go
Now my heart will carry memories
Of the love you gave to me
Until we meet again in Heaven
Where the best is yet to be.
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